The Ego Trip Without Ego

2006-04-11T02:54:00.000+08:00

HUH?

Hey hey ppl, what the fuck man... sup? It's been awhile since i blog yet again. Was reading some blog and realise mayb i can write some shit here. I pretty much stuck my finger in my nose and started thinking abut what to write.

Have even realise that when you have your finger in your nose you think better? Well go ahead try it. Caz you see... human brain work this way. you need to do some tiny stuff to stimulate that you are thinking even when you are not... LOL this works well when you are day dreaming at work. Sometimes i scratch my head but picking the nose is the best. LOL... Come on.. fuck you if you say you dun pick your nose.. caz if thats the case you muz be full off shit, juz like your nose is.. haha..

Anyway the tiny stuff you do when you are thinking it's something like a progress chart when you are thinking... like when the computer is loading there is also a loading bar rite.... so fuck.. picking my nose is my loading bar... haha

After graduating pretty slack.. i sleep at almost 5am daily and wake up at 1pm. Lifestyle is pretty fucked up ..haha but it's cool. the best feeling is when you feel you are dead tired and you laid onto your bed... you feel this feeling that is out of the world... your eyes close, your eyeballs roll back, your muscles melt into the bed and you feel like your bloody bone is actuali on the bed...

Trouble is at the back of my head thou... i'm heading to europe and i seem to have a lack of cash. It's reali a head ache... hope i dun get my ass kicked there.. after all... racist still exist and i'm asian..

ok gotta meet my friend, art later in the day better sleep if not i can't think for the planning... the day is drawing close... woot fucking shit... i'm having a mixed feeling...

i noe i will miss my family and this someone... well time flies and i'll be back juz keep to your promises when i'm away...

I'm off to bed..

Ciao

Till another time... this is egoman

Signing Off

2006-03-15T02:57:00.000+08:00

Touched by a fallen Angel

Forgo the past
Embrace this future
This present is due to start
The current moment awaits a new beginning

As the voice whispers in a demonlic hunger
"Arise again, Arise Again"
Blood, gore
violence and vengence shall be the key to eternity

The demon has awaken
On your knees you fall
In mercy you will pray

In darkness you'll never triumph
In the holy presence you can nv take flight.

Written: egoman
Inspired by: Satan

2006-03-13T09:09:00.000+08:00

LIBERATION!!!!

Hey ppl, long long time nv blog. longer than rockson. LOL.. Finally FYP over, Attachment also over. This prove my blog has stand up to the test of time.

First and foremost, i would like to thank my loyal viewers who keep coming back for more of my crap. I free a sense of freedom or rather liberation.. I've graduated. . - not . Got extended for my FYP for my attendance. What a piece bull crap.

I kept wanna to blog but time like this is hard to find it's like coming back to sch for internet session juz like cyber cafe except that you need to sign in and sign for attendance. So long the big

Whooooo... HA lasted. but juz like what i expected it will blow over like a breeze. It may have been a hit bu the matter will rest in only a matter of time. Oh yea.. i'm talking abut the infamous Tammy. This short movie of her has definitely brought Singapore on a whole new level of gobal recognition. I sympathize with her. i mean there is sure ppl all over the world doing the same thing. The only why hers is a hit is becaz Singaporeans have yet to seen enough of this amateur stuff. Well to me i think it's a normal thing between couple to sex it out.. but it's her mistake to have keep it and have it stolen. Suay la.. stupid too but what is done is done.. Let it go ppl. But at her age... she does seem to know quiite a bit.

Crazy isn't it how one could been known to fast but for the wrong reason. It's only a some matter that have seem to have escalated and blown out off propotion but our very own famous female blogger.. XX.. As one have said the power of write is more impressive than the power of law.. As it influences and affect ones thinking. In a way to me. writing well allows you to convince your readers abut the way she/he thinks. Thou of course there are those who choose to defer.

Abut my attachment, i rmb there was a article on the paper talking abut attachment student.. there are some that says that it's reali slack...but some say it's hell... well mine is shit. Overwork and under-paid and they still want me to work over time.. are you kidding me. I'm leaving at 6 pm sharp. Typical work day i start at 8.30 am print some stupid daily charts and documents then hand it out in the meeting room. then back to programming all day with 1 break at 12-1 for lunch. Crap crap crap.. it's a waste of time. All in all i only learn how to handle stress more effectively that's all.. keep asking for my program. every but actually it only took me 1 week to complete 3 months worth of program.

I'll be back to blog more often now that time is in my hands.

Meantime, Rock on!

egoman2000 signing off.
Ciao...

2006-01-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

Tragedy

Hey peeps, recently get to work on time so I finish my stupid printing very fast. So fast that I have time to shit and blog in 45 mins. LOL. Could find the energy to wake up yesterday and this morning. Wonder what is wrong, probably still have not been sleeping enough to recuperate from my weekend job.

I have got feedback from my frenz that my pervious entry was really vulgar and crude but yea I know that. I was writing it in a fit of anger and thus the cursing in every sentence. This is my refine side. Probably a side you hardly have seen. I feel classy today. LOL..

Woken up with lines under my eyes, probably from swollen eyes yesterday but as far as I remembered I dun use to get this kinda thing. Anybody have got a solution or a cure for eye bag and haha… pls dun tell me things like put down your bag or something. I’m serious. Wait till you see me. I already have small eyes. Now if you see me, I have no eyes.

Yesterday the news, the Malaysian government announced that they would come up with a protocol for police departments to follow when conducting a strip search. Anyway I think the lady who conducted the strip search is a bitch. Did you watch the Video? I saw it. She was having her hands on her hips and watching while the captive did squats the whole time and bossing her around. What the fuck is wrong with her. I hope she goes to hell and do squats her whole lifetime there.

Protocols can still be set but if the police do not give a shit or 2 abut it. Do you think they’ll follow it? Protocols are set to make this look nice. To follow is a plus point. If you dun then What’s the point. LOL. Police bring you in. Close the door and there you go… “Squats”. Apart from that they should be aware of the rising robberies cases. In order to bloom, you muz first provide good and transparent security for the public.

Then ppl would feel safe to travel and invest in your country. Robbing on the roads. Raping, what else, hi jacking, stealing? Frankly all this is keep Malaysia. You can’t be “MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA” till you decrease all those stupid shit and knock so fucking sense into your citizens that is eating away everything you are trying to build. I think for now it still should be “Truly A PILE OF MESS”. Corruption is still eminent.

As a Singaporeans, I’m ashamed of some of my fellow citizen who acts like a piece of shit in Malaysia. With your currency doubling them does mean you can be arrogant and ACT LIKE A CB…Even thou I’m not a Malaysia I already feel like smacking their CB face till it splits open like. You dun throw your weight around. I mean come on. Those arrogant piece of ass are usually GOLFERS to be frank. I see a lot of that. In Singapore, they are only average earning ppl who golf but in Malaysia they act like a pain in the ass. No wonder our fellow Singaporeans hack in their head with parang like a splitting a coconut. I just hope ppl can learn to be modest and humble when they are rich. Singaporeans typical should check themselves more often. You are paying that is correct but that doesn’t mean you are always right.

Meeting up with my primary school classmates have nv fail to make me think a little. It’s like a wake up call when I see them. Some of them are on scholarship, my buddy is a Pilot in training and even those in army are officers. I wish to push this alarm on snooze like I do every morning but like what I fren said: “I think we are at the age where we make the critical decision” One wrong move into something you dun like. Then you would be in a downward spiral for the rest of your life. Till you do some things abut it early in the spiral else if you are married with kids you can slog the rest of your life till you die. LOL.

Living in Singapore is reali special dun you think.

Birth --> No worries (0 – 3yo)

Kids --> Studies (4-12yo)

Teen --> Studies, mayb work (13-17yo)

Young adult --> Army (males 18-21yo) Work/Studies (Ladies 18-21)

Adult --> Work (22 – 60yo. Max)

So tell me how you get to relax? In a nutshell, “Hello World” --> Studies --> Work --> Die.

Haha.. alittle drama but yea that is how things look like to me in my eyes.

I noe there is fun here and there. Like after 60 you retire and live long enough to travel if you are rich and have wonderful kids who don’t crave for your money. If not you can travel from one void deck to another with free housing.

For me I would want to live a relax life. Earn a dozen is all I want then walk the world. But it impossible, it’s a only a thought.

Who Do You Wanna Do With Your Life?

Yours Truly,

Egoman2000…signing Off

2006-01-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

DURAI = DU LAN

Ni NA BU la… recently dunno why soo suay.. KNN

Attachment kena fuck upside down…. Sibei sian.. so long nv blog. Here no internet so muz write in words then send home then can upload….

I tell you abut my attachment la… I am suppose to write a program that exact raw data from the database then plot some lan jiao chart. Very pissed man this morning…Now every morning they ask me print report and chart for her meeting…. But then here’s the catch.. the data only release at 8.00am for 2 and 8.30 for another one… so I can’t do it at home or anything. So now every I LAN LAN wake up early to come print their lan jiao reports for their meeting.

Last time I can’t print in time then KAO BEI ME … this morning… NI NA BEI… say the stuff yesterday I print all wrong still can suan me “you noe how to print anot?” What Chee Bye question is that. I very refine at work nv curse or say CB OR LAN JIAO but that day i very TU LAN SO I SO SAID "FUCK IT MAN" … I sit at my desk so fucking sian… program program all day only got 1 one hour break… siao bo… these ppl damn no life can sit on their butt all day juz staring at their com. Come on la… I am young not like them… I’m very healthy and energetic.. how can ask me sit on my butt all day and stare at the come all day…

But frankly I think I suay everytime kena lan jiao problems. Buy things kena cheat. Do things always got problem… yesterday while printing the stupid Chee BYE report… then printer broke down on me… what lan jiao!… now got time to type in words caz all having meeting from 8.30 - 9.30. After that, all si bei hard working.. sit on their no life butt and stare all day.

Wow liao eh. If I am going to grow up and get a job like that I rather go do something else. Cannot la, like that… doctors say if ppl sit on their butt all day then nv do exercise will kena kidney problem… then later need to go NKF…

Then later Durai very happy caz got more sob stories to tell then can get more sympathy from the public and get more donations.. I hope durai go inside kana fuck backside till cum flow out his mouth… $600,000 lo… my father work one lifetime also dunnno have anot… then can come say “Peanut”… I say you “Penis” la…. Fuck Durai. You understand… I hope the government can hang you.. then this will be called doing justice….

You noe why I say that… caz he take NKF money which is our money meant for the patients then the kidney patients some got not enough money to go for dialysis then they suffer and die…. LAN JIAO DURAI… you kill ppl mercilessly… becaz of you some ppl die.. becaz of your golden tap PPL DIE….. how can you live with it for the rest of your life… Golden tap wash already got difference is…. Wash your lan jiao then can stand up LONGER?…

You are public enemy Number 1… I hope those jail birds fuck your backside till it splits like flower pot. Number 2 is the guy who sold Christmas island to Australia if not now I got extra place and nicer environment to stay in… Got red red crabs crawl here and there.. I noe it cannot be eaten but play masa masa also fun… juz cook them and see what color they turn into… hahahha….Dunno nice to eat anot?

Anyway back to it… Fuck lo.. see now no more red Christmas island crabs for me.

Betrayal to your own mother country is the biggest mistake you have made…If I’m government I’ll hang you fishing line so it cuts into your throat and electrocute you then let you die a bleeding death with your eyes out of your socket.

Your truly,

egoman

2005-12-02T08:56:00.000+08:00

Last Nite i sing Song... this morning i very BUay Song.

Woott.. ppl i went to sing song yesterday for the first time... i think i'm actuali gd.. LOL.... Thanks to all the practices i have been doing my toilet singing sessions. My neighbours are so blessed.. I think i can be the next Singapore Idiot... LOL i mean idol. Mayb i can be the next Tofu Batista... or the next Si bester Sims...... Whahahahha..

I wanna sing Black eyes peas song... i'll b Black Eyes peanuts.. and i'll present you this song "Let's get Retarded" LOL....

Funny la. i think the chinese Project super star have better prospect then the Singapore Idol.. Idols only sing for some charity events and small time show.... But Superstar is diff.. you can sing abroad.... Shit i think shld seriously start to learn some chinese songs so i can sing and get discovered.............. HAHAH...Who noes..... I become the Next Stepfanie Sun...... I'll call myself Son of the Beach............ hahahaha

Thinking abut this morning thou reali pisses me off........ there was this AH BENG playing his stupid songs so loudly with his speaker phone that it wakes me up from my sleep in the bus and kept me awake while i watch him snooze away....... I was reali wanting to go and slap in the head... INCONSIDERATE MOTHERFUCKER........... STUPID AH BENG ..... SO STUPID THAT THEY HAVE NO BRAINS TO THINK.... Nv had i felt like stamping on a person head as much as i do today... juz leave his head on the floor and i juz keep stamping on it till his eyes pop from his stupid head...... Use a earpiece la... you enjoy your music i enjoy my slp and it's world peace....

Wanna become ah beng muz also be the best... dun become some small fry ah beng... damn inconsiderate...

Alrite thanks that's enuff of whining..... To that stupid ah beng .....I hope you lose your stpid handphone.....

egoman signing off

Ciao

2005-11-28T09:42:00.000+08:00

Lucky

Wow eh... long time no blog.. it's been almost a month... Damn FYP so fucking bored... working is also boring too but then the money is gd thou.. lol

Hey yesterday i was deployed at People's Park Complex to work... i ask my boss why give me this kinda of place when the phone very hard to sell... she says : "Your sells too gd liao now let ppl have a chance." Hey what the hell... gd sale shld continue to let me be gd what... It's a total waste of a talent like me by posting me there...

HAHAHH... first it feels like i got demoted... next i spend 2 hours looking for the stupid place.... lucky the person was nice i say it's ok..... then I need to sell HPs to AH PEKS and AH HMMsss... What the hell man...

I got so bored i end up playing TAI-DEE with m1 promoters... instead of cards we used Flyers... how pathetic does that sound... LOL .. the rule is very simple.. juz give out the flyer... last piece muz say "LAST CARD" if not foul.. then take 5 more.... LOL... i feel so stupid la...... then this M1 manager told me... hey i think you are very cute... give me your number... next time i have job i'll call you..... HAHAHHAHH.... I think MY LUCK IS COMING.... AND I'M COMING TOOO.... whahahahahhahahha

There was this fortune teller lady behind working... My frenz were saying she is quite accurate in her predictions or something... Caz she say... if it's not accurate you dun have to pay... she can actually tell you your surname by measuring your fingers after you go thru a few cards filled with chinese characters... What if my surname is "AreyouSleeping" hahahhahah..... how she guess... so talk cock... i think it works the same way as there mathematical cards we played once be4....

LAter she came over while throwing rubbish... and she said the million dollar statment "You luck is BOOMING" You are damn right it's booming,...... LOL... gotta buy 4D and TOTO... who noes i'll become a MIllionaire... muhahahhahahahha....

Alrite... this is juz for sake of bloggin....

Egoman, signing off

Peace

2005-11-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

SEX Sense

Hey guys, It's been awhile i last blog. so bloody busy...sch, work, sch, work..it's madness.. thou i have not blog for a long time but i'm glad that my counter value is still increasing as the days past. I've had ppl comin telling me that they enjoy reading my blog and it has in a way entertain or help them in seeing thing from a diff prospective of things.

I'll share a little sometime that i read over in the papers some time back. It's not all abut my tht. juz that i find it interesting. Anything abut how human or how their minds work always interest me without fail.. juz like how a lady's mind work... fascinatingly complex.. read somewhere the last time that a lady's brain has 60% more connection than a guys brain.... and that makes me wonder why are there still bimbos out there... HAHAHHA

Anyway due to the fact that they are 60% more connected than the males. it enable them to be able to be more connected to their emotions... one more thing becaz of this is 60% of connection.. they can rmb things better than guys and thus they can DO BETTER IN CHINESE. AND ALSO RMB ALL THE LITTLE THINGS YOU DID THAT PISSES HER OFF... lol...

So guys my advice... pls dun piss her off.. you'll be sorry.. caz she probably still remember! LOL

SO here is the article for the day... I present you with SEX SENSE from Urban. It's part of Straits Time.. in case you dun noe.

It is said that MAKING WHOOPEE will make you happier than making money. In this article it says : "Regular sex makes ppl happier than making money."

So indirectly if you link it my way of thts.... MOre SEXs = HAppier = More Confident = More Sexs = More Appealing to ppl = More Opportunities = Higher chances of higher paying jobs = More money = Happier!

So SO SO as to say in SHORT
Happiness = Sex*SEx
Money = Happiness * Sex... LOL

Doesn't it all make sense now... hahaha

Anyway to carry on... in a research done in britain that invovles 16,000 males and females that disagree that increase wealth has much connection with long term happiness. All of the 16,000 surveyed associated happiness with frequent sex.

How to prove this theory... Ok for this we will look at it from a scientific point of view... using biology. "Sex is one of the few bodily experiences that can create a natural high" As stated in the paper.

Let me explain further.... Sexual arousal releases neurochemicals such as dopamine and endorphins(Found in chocolate) from the brain, which stimulates feelings of pleasure and contentment. So if you have no sex, Have chocolates... But have more water too else you are looking for a nose bled... Hey come to think abut it, females love chocolates, does that mean they like sex too? LOL ahhahahahha. kidding kidding but i'm reali curious. Any ladies care to tell me abut it? hehe

Ok moving on.... according to studies done by Wilkes University in Pennsylvania.. They have been abut to list out the many benefit of sex... LET ME SAY IT'S SAFE SEX.. PLS

1. Lower mortality Rate (No wonder farmers live so long)
2. Reduce prostate cancer (Lance Armstrong din have sex enough and thus the yellow Band "Live Strong")
3. Reduce Heart disease ( No wonder geylang got alot of Horny ah peks..)
4. Improve digestion (Hey... i think i need sex.. i suffer from indigestion sometimes...LOL)
5. Improve memory ( Hey i certainly need sex! but it puzzles me how is sex link to memory???)
6. Better posture (Hehe... i'm imagining it)
7. Less frequent bouts of flu (Sniff~ sniff~ hahahah... are you thinking abut what i'm thinking?)

Next. Emotionally, these studies speculate, sex can also boost self-esteem, induce a positive outlook on life and ease depression

1. "sex can also boost self-esteem" - Thus the theory of Sex = more sexs caz more ppl get attracted to you.. higher the self-esteem the more attractive you are... but sex is not the only way to improve self-esteem... for those preverted guys out there cheating gals for SEX... FUCK U.

2. "induce a positive outlook on life" - Haha... y? caz they are thinking abut when is the next time they get laid.. that's why...

3. "ease depression" - Neurochemical is the answer to this... chocolates keep you happy... It is known that in the sex cells of the males... it contains endorphins.. so that is another clue to why woman wake up feeling better... ppl say that sex is addictive now this is your answer... y? caz you see... some woman suffering from depression needs to feel better... instead of turning to synthetic drugs they turn to sex...pls let me explain how this works... i read alot on science ok? dun get me wrong.... as the semens is deposited into the you noe where.. and pls it's in the south region... it will be absorded into the blood stream... endorphins in the bloodstream means a better day for tmr.....get it ?..

OK>>> NEXT... WOW so long.... tiring man....

During Orgasm, the body releases greater amount of neurochemical called oxytocin a.k.a "Love hormones" becaz it is an anti-depressant and anti-anxiety hormones. It create feelings of a calm and a sense of connection, so it actuali shapes how you view the world.

However, research have suggested that the surge of oxytocin during orgasm may have little to do with emotional bonding.......SO THIS explains why guys are such horny creatures...... Guys are addicted to Oxytocin.... HEy why dun scientists juz make it available of the shelves in pharmacys and sell this at a cheap cost... this will definately reduce raping cases right?

Anyway oxytocin may have more to do with inducing the contractions assoicated to orgasm (To move the sperm along)

Even if there is a corresopnding surge of oxytocin in the brain at the moment of orgasm, it's obvious that ppl can have sex without bonding. Some get up and leave while some roll over and snore. www.reuniting.info/index.htm

So the best plan is to "consciously encourage oxytocin production with caring behaviour. In this way you protect and strengthen the bonding and connections in your brain." Wow i surely need alot of oxytocin... LOL

Alrite ppl.. egoman has returrned and written now he is drained and tired...

Egoman signing off

Yours,
Egoman2000

P.S Be alittle nicer to your loved ones

*PLS NOTE YOU PREVERTS OUT THERE WHO ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF GALS*
In studies, report have found out that ppl who paid for sex or have had sex outside marriage were considerably less happy than the other ppl. And this suggests that it is not the act of sex itself, but sexual intimacy that is the key to happiness.................hey so more sex != (not equal) happiness........ sex intimacy = happiness. Sustaining such intimacy is trickier business than inducing sexual passion...... So PREVERTS I HOPE YOU GET SO SAD IN YOUR LIFE YOU DIE OF SADNESS....

2005-10-27T08:44:00.000+08:00

What my body is trying to tell me

Ppl often say that your body will constantly tell you what it's needing so i'm listening to my body and this are the messages i get... So if you wanna stay healthy listen to your body.

I'll start from head down...

My hair tells me : "I think i need some conditioning or mayb a nice treatment session"

My scalp says : "Hey i think i need a gd massage or i think you are seriously gotta grow blad when you are old"

My neck says : "Hey bro... i'm been feeling stiff... i need a rub down"

My shoulders: "Fuck you dude... i'm your frame work and you are not giving me my massage i deserve."

My back : "Hey dude.. i'm in pain here... i think i'm aging alittle fast... i got pain in my mid and lower ends.. pls do something abut it"

My butt : "Nice worrk buddy.. i think i'm starting to grow bigger.. thanks to you gym and cycling rountines"

My thighs : "I'm growing.. i need more protein shake"

My knees : "Argh... i'm hurting... do some excerises that are less stressful on me"

My Calfs : "Dude.. i'm tryin to grow but the proteins are not getting to me..... i'm still skinny"

My ankle : "What's up.... i'm doing gd... the old illness are not coming back so often now."

My feet : "Wow dude... change your socks more often man... b4 i start to smell like your ass.. by the way... if you can get me a massage after work."

Now to the front.... LOL

My face: "Dude... you're looking gd but dun you think you need some better facial products?"

My eyes: "Brother... i'm not seein thing so clearly anymore... get me some eyewear when you cycle... sand and particles are hurtin me.....i think i need more rest too... i'm getting alittle red.....another thing... i think i'm starting to carry a bag... pls get rid of the eye bag for me"

My eye browns : "I need to get darker and more hairy.... LOL"

My nose:"I'm clearer now...keep up the exercise..."

My lips : "I'm alittle dry here... mayb more water?"

My teeth : "REporting for duty Sir... We have a full strength.. all 32 in place... Sir i think we need a dentist soon, some of them are showing problems."

"Emotional Attention is needed !!!"....... dunno where the fuck that came from... hahahah....

My little brother : " Hey all systems are working fine but i think the balls are whining alittle"

My nuts a.ka the twins : "Hey bro, we are kinda out of storeage here... too much productions but no exports.... business aint gd? Look buddy... you gotta turn up the charm on the lady man..so we can do alittle export... A full warehouse is nv a gd thing..... who noes one day it mite juz exploxe!!!"......... HAHAHAHHAHAHHA

My brain : "Hey dun listen to the nuts.... They are Nuts man... it aint gonna exploxe.. i got it all under control... juz do some checkup ok? I'm concern abut the back....apart from that i'm working fine.... One more thing boss.... I think it's time to get a gf... i think you are checking out girls way too much...." LOL ......."By the way one last thing....... i think you gotta know this..... I think you are becomin stupid" HAHAHAHHAH

Full system diagnostic : 98%

Has your body speak to you yet...? mine Has... Comment on it and tell me what have it said to you lately"

LOL... egoman signin off

Ciao

2005-10-25T08:52:00.000+08:00

Dating

Hello ppl, it's been awhile but i'm back now and it's yet another time to share more of my thts and experiences.

As a guy i think i started alittle late as in ogling or reali takin interests in reali dating or checking nice sweet females that walk by me. For most part of my life i am always confident abut myself, it's probably the up bringing and my supportive family.

Recently i recieve more cofident boosting chances... for example going to the YEP trip to Laos has been one... i've made wonderful frenz there and met with wonderful ppl. Mayb it's true that when you are confident you become more attractive.. but seriously i have nv tht of myself as a attractive person... mayb a low self esteem yet again... but it's all better now... i use to ask ppl out on dates but now i think my lucky star mite be shining super bright.. I actuali am getting females asking me out.. i mean it's not only one.. one is not worth mentioing... ahha... pls dun get me wrong i'm not bloasting or anything like that... juz trying to say that being confident abut yourself reali does make a difference. And you noe what is the best part?

When you are confident and you get ppl dating you.. you being more confident... unless you reali ruin the date then that is a reali a demoralising one but dun let it bother you too much pick yourself up and get a move on quickly anyway it's only a date.... who noes mayb she like you so much she dun reali bother abut the date... or mayb she reali enjoyed the date but it's only on your part that you think you have ruin things. So dun assume... unless at the end of the date when you send her home and then she turns around and say :"Hey i think you suck at dating, i dun think i wanna be dating you anymore." But even thou this may happen what the fuck.... juz say bye to her and leave.. you will get a new date soon....lol... But seriously if she reali likes you why the hell wld she date you and then tell you that... she mite be thinkin..."oh... mayb we are out on the first date and he is as nervous as i am"... so she mite still be asking you out... but for godness sake... if the gal take the initial step to ask you out... the next time make sure you are the one asking her out instead and that is if you are interested in her too... or at least consider abut her... else tell her you are seeing someone or something...mayb you can tell her you're gay.... lol.... but then i think she will get the message.. unless she is dumb or she's taking it as a joke.

Look if you are interested in the gal who happen to ask you out and you cannot make it on that date...........PLS tell her or suggest to her a date that you can make it and work something out. Else she mite think that you are not interested in her ..... THEN dude i'm telling you... you have miss the boat..

If you are interested in a gal and you try dating her... she says she can't and din suggest dun take it too hard.. caz she like playing hard to get... i dunno what the fuck but they seem to like doing that..and that is so irritating...probably try a few more times if all of it din fall thru as a date... Bro.... get a life.. move on.. she not worth it.. who noes you have your dream gal waiting for your arrival juz around the corner... faster you move the faster you meet her... lol..... OKOK fuck that mentality... you are suppose to fuck the lousy datees and enjoy the gd ones... but you become a couple appreciate the gd one and other stop creating gd date to take her out to...

I dunno abut you but i sure like dating... the more i date the smoother you become.. it's like skill homing session... you learn to handle yourself under stress and speak with tact..... but that i definately is not gd at it... if i'm out with someone i reali like... i often find myself ending up reali quiet but i surely wun stop trying to chat her up with something... look if the tht abut both of you being together nv pass her mind... why the hell wld she be dating you right? She may have a gd impression of you and think mayb she can noe you more and see how it goes on the dates. Having a gd impression is already 1/3 of the battle won... next 1/3 is to do let her noe you and you gettin to noe her and final 1/3 is to charm her and win her over.

hey dun even starting abut me being a casanova.. i'm not... it's juz my experiences, thoughts and reading that i do during my free time..i do have gd frenz who are female you noe... so of course i ask when i'm in doubt and i dun ask one.. i ask a few to see and get a general view of how gals think.

2005-10-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

What a DECENT Week.

WOW FWAH... Last week was like woot... like what the fuck.. weekdays in sch was reali boring... But all thanks to my frenz and project partner it pass like a breeze...

Weekend hit me like a piece of dung in the face.. SO refreshing... LOL... hahahhaha
Finally got to slp in till 10am then gotta wake up for work but it certainly beats having to wake up at 6.30 juz to go to sch during weekdays..

Got to work.. saw some familiar faces working at the same place i was.. so i settle in quite fast and started my day's work by approaching customer... to me everyone is a a potential buyer.. so i juz talk till they say: "it's ok, i'm juz browsing."

Weirdly i have discovered that ppl from living in different places say different things...like for example ppl living in
Marine Parade say : "Nvm, i'll be back later"
Tampines say : "It's ok, I'm juz browsing"
Novena say : ".........." - hahahah... they juz smile and continue walking

Dunno what to blog already... so i'll juz write nonsense....

FUCK LO damn sian... everyday in sch do some stupid video recording juz becaz i need it as media materials for my project... I sat there the whole day since 9 till 5.. except lunch doing nothing... SO bloody sucky...

WHY PPL GOT "HORNY-DAY" then i dun have....

Dunnno what's up with my sch... there ain't no holiday for us compared to the rest of the poly ppl all have hornyday except us.... hornyday is for us to be horny and date... i have not been dating for ages.. i need to date... i hVA E a need to date!

GIMME MY HORNIDAY

Yesterday was kinda crappy... went down to my frenz office with their thinking that it's a job interview for a Camp instructor position.. caz she is kinda activty in that area... wow i was thinking.. woot i like that kinda job.. that's where i wanna be.......

I rmb the day be4 going with her i ask her what is the job abut.. so as to confirm what it was but she din tell me.. she said she will tell me the next day. So i met her after sch the very next day feeling all tired from the STupid filming that i need to ilterally stone thru. We headed down to Clark Quay... where so claim her office was... upon this building i came upon with ppl all dressed to smartly... cladded in business suit...... then it stuck me..... "eh... funny leh.... camp instructor all so well dress one ar"... to think abut it... i think it's either i am too trusting and assume too msg or is that i'm to CCB dumb.... i reali feel very stupid leh.... wow some more i rush down to the place..... walk so fucking fast.... even my LAM PA also bounce like basket ball... LOL

Inside the building, i think there was like 5 storeys to it... WOW i was thinking whatever camp company is it? SO impressive... coach small kids can become so rich ar?
Reach level 5... lift door opened i exited and made a right turn ... then to my horror/surpise

CCB ..... SIM MI LAN CHAO???!!!!... health products and magnetics mattress... WOW LAN EH... SI BEI LOST FORM.... Look closer... WOWO more power... Same company my other frenz ASK ME TO JOIN THE LAST TIME.... Now feel so cheated....... HEART pain already dunno what to say.......

CCB la... i always kana this kind of LAN CHAO things so many times already still have not learn.... So KAN PHUA STUPID...

ok la... then later.... my frenz try to show me sucess stories of the ppl in her company.... PPL who got CARS and salaries of 10k or something...... Introduce me to her seniors and managers... some like very nice... but frankly i was still kinda pissed.... wondered if it showed..... i actuali snapped at one of them when he ask : "Do you think you will mind having extra money?"

I was like : "Dunno, i dun give a shit"
I'm thinking ... come on man.... i dun think i am that greedy... true la more money gd... but the message come across to me as thou i'm reali in need of money.... I'm not that desperate 4 cash la seriously.

All in all always all the different ppl i meet, all same questions....SO where you study? what cousre, what years, when army, army already anot? CCB think and think again... say till i sian

I juz can't wait to get it over and done with and go home to my bed...

After all the introduction, finally got to the management talk... this guy brief me on how the commission and positions is done... took probably an hour... after that i was all exhausted... i when down to get a drink with my fren.... tht after that i can go...
then KAN NI NA... kana brought upstairs again... this time my fren briefed me abut the product.... saying that even with my knowlegde of the management and without the knowlegde of the product they also wun let me join the company......WTH...... Sales talk dun work on me......Call me stubbon i dun care.....
Even religion not even the preachers can convince me you think you bunch of ppl can.... I'm staying a FREE-Thinker till one day i noe who is GOD.... I believe in myself, Human, self-belief, Who made us is of no importance to me..... Survival is.

While she was briefing she ask if i noe what product their company sales. and i said it's some oral pills and magnetics mattress.... i told her in her face that i dun believe in magnetic therapy.... i mean come on... it's still on a debating point whether it is working or not.......

Juz like the extinction of dinosaurs ... Some scientists say it's the weather change that is so drastic the dinosaurs all died... Some say it's the metorites... some say it's both......

You all understand that mind works wonders... for example if you believe in GOD you think GOD can cure you... you have a positive mind set.. you will be cured in some cases....

It's all the mind set.... i dun believe in it so i dun think it's gonna work.

Anyway i asked if she was pissed and as a matter of fact she is.... i can tell from her face... hahah... i dun think anyone can be so paitent oon me la... i understand ... hahah.. but like i care... i'm very determine on my stand. No means no... but i promise to keep a open mind and i did.

So she finally lead me to her so called manage with very with gd communication skills... he tried to convince me....

Quite true....he speaks well... like sales person... he asked my interest whether is it business and anythign... i said business.... then he started from there....

You see to establish a sales conversation you have to identify your clients needs... in this case he was tryign to say everythign abut doing a business to catch my attetion.... but to no avail... i told myself dun be bother too much... caz what he is sayign is what i noe... juz that he puts in a more technical way..... then when it's not working... he changed his style of attack..... he made use of someething call the primitive nature of a male.....

it's normal for a male to want an edge over the females... he tried to evolve males nature instinct within me but saying that one day i mite see my fren driving while i take a bus... ppl's earning more while i'm taking a normal wages..... what makes him think i'll take a normal wages.....Fuck him...... next thing he noes... i'll be buying his company......i've got big ambitions and i'm all set for it.....
Din wannna talk much the whole day... After that i was telling him..... i hope i can have his management schemes and method to take it home to see how is it reali manage......
then he goes abut preaching that "you noe everything"
CCB i got say that i noe everything anot? Dun fucking assume.... Wanted to juz stand and walk away from his bullcrap... wasting my time and wanna come tell me this kinda shit....Gd thing i was tired and juz sat there till it was over.... if not he confirm pai sei.....

Fuck man...as he said i got my way of doing thing and hell he is right so dun fucking try to convince me... I'll convince myself if i want to...

Well i have yet to see it but it is ok and i think it's harmless... I mite be joining them...

But the fucking thing is that i have to pay $70+ bucks even be4 i start earning to get their sales materials........

Well well we'll see......... MAGNETIC MATTRESS WORKS ANOT? it's yet to be prove.......

Caz you see ppl... i dun balme her for it... caz after all i asked her for a job...so she gave me an opportunity.... juz upset that she din make it clear to me before asking if i want......

This kinda of market uses ones greed to feed anothers hunger.

Work your ass off at first but once you reach the top.... a breeze it is...provided you can last so long below

One thing i assume too much

rmb your mind is stronger than your body.....
if you think you can... you will....

Egoman signing OFf

Yours,
Egoman2000

2005-10-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

Heretic week

This week has been pretty tiring for me. i have found myself in bed many times not feeling too well.. It's only today i felt alittlebetter thou i was late for FYP... Hahah din take a cab today.

When for a movie "Goal" yesterday... It was pretty cool. The plot is there it covers LOVe, Lust, Happiness and Sadness... These are the key factors of making a movie... LOL do i sound like a director? Doubts during the movie was that, how the hell he can get to England when he is a ilegal immigrant in US. LOL.. where got passport one... too bad i miss the part to see if it was America's passport he is holding....

Haiya fuck la... juz enjoy the movie and dun think so much... hahah... everyday we think so much... watch movie it's time to juz be alittle brainless for 2 hours with the price of $7. I wanna get more brainless session next week... hahha... but for awhile i tht i am already brainless... haahh

Have not been bloggin for a couple of days man.. no mood, no inspiration. Oh ya. did i mention that i actuali approach one of my lectuer for help abut the stupid co-supervisor i have.. He told me i'm not the first one and that he himself dun reali like talking to him either... lol... seems like he's reali a PRICK.. not only to his frenz but to his student as well... wonder if he is nice to his wife and children... provided he has a family... HAHHa

Frankly after the movie "Goal" i did think abut going backpacking with my frenz but i'm a little concern abut the cost of the whole trip... gonna probably get a bank loan or some sponsors if possible to it it.. LOL... OR we can always work as travel... i think it's the only best time.. Since we have a little time to army. Bcaz of army it's work and work and then family and you work till you die... doubt one will be so daring to give up work then travel. I muz admit setting a family can wait.. i'm sayign this probably becaz i'm still at the age where i'm still curious abut the world around me... i wanna see more of it... there is so much to be seen...

To think abut me juz being stuck in Singapore since young and till i grow old and die without travellign and seeing more of the world... wow it reali sucks..... what's more.. Singapore is reali small... there is only so much to be seen.. Give your one year max and you can totally noe all the place inside out....

7 continents and i have not even finish one... 7 trips i will go in my life to conquer all before i die... it a wish i hope to fulfill. At least i wld have alot of flashback when i'm on my death bed... hahha... so can dun die so fast... LOL....

Question to everyone "IS Singapore reali worth staying here all your life?" or "Do you wanna spend your whole lifetime here?"

Of course everyone has a home.. but how often do you go home... the best thing abut human revolution and it superiority over it's fellow mammals is it's ablility to learn and adapt to different environment and situations. but it's sad to say as we have now conquer and become the superior mammalian creature, we are slowly losing this skill that we have picked up hundreds of thousands of year ago.

I have always tht to live a life long and beautiful is to live a life close to what once we have as a homosapien. LOl but now i think it's no logner the way... there is too many things i will miss in mordern society i fi were to go without them... Internet is one of them.

So boring... gotta get out of Singapore.

Signing oFf

Yours,
Egoman2000

2005-10-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

Demoralising Day

Hey peeps, how not blog for the pass couple of days as i was simply to tired. Slpet at almost 2am everyday then had to go to work from 11am-9pm.

This morning i tht i mite feel alittle better as yesterdat my voice suddenly turn hoarse.. like horse..hur hur....but i end up feeling very crappy... I can barely open my eyes and i have my nose all stuffy. Sucks man.. what more i kept sneezing...

Fuck lo today i took cab to sch again.. think i have to reformulate my maths equation for my taxi fare during this semester. I think all the money i earn working during the weekends also not enuff for me to keep taking cab... My hp bill is like sky rocketting

Damn irritating, working as a Hp promoter i use the hp they provide me and most of the time, i'll also use it as a sample to shpw customers the functionality of the mobile.. But it's when i pass it to him... they decided they have all the rights in the world and starts to dial a number.... when i look at them and smile, they'll juz say : "Oh... haha.. you wait i testing clear anot"... wow man... this month bill confirm high like sky already..

Sometimes couples come together then ask questions.. Husband ask already wife will ask the same question again... Wow you think what, funny issit? Romeo and juilet in front of me... damn out of breath.. but no choice... sales line ma... gotta one hand sqeeze balls the other show them the function again.... In the process still muz smile.

Some aunty more power ask me funny questions like : "If i sms using numbers, can shorten the msg" wow i was totally stun man.. dunno how to answer her.... Some ppl like her spent whole day walk in, walk out, ask me or ask other promoter.. end up nv buy... Haiya alittle sian.. but i hold nothing against them.. I understand la.. wanna buy HP ma so muz see the one you reali like. Dun later buy already then regret. Now gahmen also promoting gd sales or services ethics.. So i'm in the front line... i have to practice it...

Actuali i do love my job... I'm getting the hang of it... pays pretty well too...further more i get to noe alot more ppl than i use to... The female promoters some are so SEXY... so are so SASSY... but so far still no SISSY... hahahah..

Carmera on HP all very small.. so everytime they ask me to take pictures... all stand so close... LOL... i also paisei... but well it's a matter of getting use to... All in all... they are juz reali nice la... I mean not to look at it from a preverted aspect...

After work got to chill with one of the female promoter... she is rather sweet la but troubled as i can see... To you if you are reading* Dun worry.... everything will be alrite.

Enough of work... now to sch

Reach sch... wow 8.50 tht no more attendance to take.. wow Lucky the In-Charge so nice... Nv mark me late.. lol... HENG AR....

Once i reach sch then i set off to do fliming already... fliming starts at 9am - 4pm for my FYP...
Tea break at 10
Lunch break at 12
Starts from 2 onwards to 4

The sickening parts comes after that. I'm suppose to look for my lecturer to get the stuff recorded in the tape into a harddisk so i can record again for tmr...

I called him but he hang up on me...30mins later second time but no one picks up
be4 that i was eatin the canteen... another lectuer warn me signaling that i have been marked by my Co-supervisor , why wld he say that, when i noe i have always been a gd student.. I dun think have been blacklisted for anything... It's not like a keep failing or stuff.... It's reali annoying to noe that...

I mean i have tried my best to be respectful and courtesy to him when i talk to him.. yet he still do that... Caz you see i have reali have been puttin up with all his "Big Talk". He makes it seem as thou he is very gd in what he do... mayb he is but why muz he act like such any ass.
I mean i ask him questions abt tecnical stuff of videoing and then go goes all crazy saying that if he help me, he is going to deduct my marks for my Final year Project... I mean like..."HellO" i tht you are suppose to guide me... so what, i have a co-supervisor also useless what.. caz now i'm totally not asking any question and i'm having difficulties doing my project....both ways i get my marks deducted..... Look i'm desperated for an ACE.. so i'm going all out for it.... I better get my ACE... else trust me.... I'll definately get myself in trouble With NYP discipline and also End him without a JOB...

If i'm going down... he's coming along

You can PUSH me... But dun think i'm a push over... I'm feeling cornered now... Push any further i will strike back..... I am going to start taping all the coversation i have with him and post it here in my blog for you guys to download... so stay tuned....

I want you guys to judge for yourself what an ASS he is....

Yours signing off,
Pissed - Egoman2000

2005-10-07T08:46:00.000+08:00

Monring Pissiness .....COrrection it's MORNING... but it's very Style like that..LOL

Early morning juz reaach FYP lab already feel the need to CCB curse. Damn tuo lan... This morning i took cab to sch again. KNN today $12.80. Yesterday $12.50 fuck la.... FYP 3 months, Attachment 3 months. IF like that. i do alittle maths... 1/3 of 6 months is 2 months.... I take worst come to worst 31days months so :

(1/3 * 6) * 31 *$13 est = So i come to a KNN fucking $806....

Attachment $600 dollars also not enough... CCB... gotta work to fund my own cab riding.

Damn fucked up also la... If i reach lab anytime after 8.45am then i can't sign... NA BEI lo... If i take cab and can't sign then for 9 sessions then you will be Fucking High.... In a day you have to sign 3 times..1 time = 1 session....at least that is what i call it..... Morning, Lunch and Dismissal. During a day there will be 9 spot checks.. 9 spot checks = 1 session.

Fuck lo.... i first day nv come already 3 sessions. Second day i reach at 9+ becaz of traffic Jam on TPE...another session......3+1 already 4 sessions. Muz save some for the rest of my FYP... i still got 5 sessions.. LOL... It's like going to arcade... You got 9 tokens to play.. You play fast fast... then go home very fast ... Then you sianzz. If you use it wisely... Play the game that last very long... wow then worth it lo... HAHHAH

Taking cab that time also tuo lan.... I wait wait wait... since 8.05... no cab... 5 mins later.... CB got this big ass lady come jump Q stand in front of me... Damn not paisei lo... If she is not 80 meters away from me... I confirm tap her shoulder and show her my middle finger and ask her to fuck off..... Wow fuck la.... i dun like when i blog ppl disturb me... FUCK YOU la whoever is disturbing me ask me FYP stuff.... KNN can't see i busy ar..Already tell you i blogging right..

DAmn tuo lan la, ok i not going to reply that CCB...

Anyway back to the story, Then got can cab come... i was thinking best the cab driver dun pick her up caz she was waiting in front of the bus stop..... wow i see the cab stop.... i tht wow sian..... she steal my cab.... then later the cabbie only open windows..... OHHHH.... he asking her where she wanna go.... I hope she nv get the cab ar... caz it belongs to me.... HAHAHA... after a brief conversation with the cabbie... THE CABBIE DROVE to me..... Whahahha..... CCB aunt.... OOOBBI....... "Go where?" he asked. i Told him "Ang Mo Kio" then he signal me to come on board.... wow lucky lo...... if not my day confirm start even more PISS-ER....... LOL..... Ivan's English.

If only can reverse to the Big ass lady in front of me...... I'll confirm say something in her face, i'll say: "NA NI NA NI PU PU, YOU CANNOT CATCH ME"..... WAHHAHHAHHAAHAHAHHAHA
FUCK !

Ok man.. signing Off

Yours,
Egoman

P.S Too much serious writing.... This Entry is for my semi-beng-ness ....LOL

2005-10-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

Girl's first move

Finally got a decent topic to write abut... All thanks to Naomi* So Naomi .... Thank you

Guys what you request is what I'll write... LOL... I'll try my best to deliver..

So here goes,

In this rapidly changing environment and society, where they are now able to enjoy the equality treatment. Now they are also doing things that are not possible during the tradition times.

With the influence of our western counter parts, mentality of the once conservative asian women has changed accordin to time. Women now are abut to enjoy having the equal rights to compete with a male for high management positions without problem. Thou i muz admit there is still a minority of the population that still believe that women shld not be in power.

Simply becaz they work with their emotions, if you gals are trying to deny it. trust me reach within and you will seee what i mean. Let me explain further, Females brain has 60% more connections than guy in the area where emotions are reached thus it results in "emotion over work" kinda of situation happening. There is without a doubt some successful career woman who can leave their emotions out of their jobs. But often within them, they are empty and dry.... Heartless some may seem..... This is not the kinda of life you want....

I can tell you more examples, Guys can have sex without emotional connection, Women can't.
Women who can do so are either used to the fact that's it's a normal thing to do, or a dramatic incident that has happened to them, or they are "Sex addicts". Therefore this wld result in ONS, what we commonly call One Nite Stand.

Dramatic incidents, the gal mite have been a victim in a rape case and therefore after the incident, she mite suffer some psychological damage and turn to sex or other form of self damaging activities.

A living Example is a woman by the name of "Annabel Chong". She has since turn into a pornstar after she has been raped aboard during her studies. As far as i noe she is a smart gal. She attended Hwa Chong JC for her A'level after which she went aboard to do her degree.
I remembered years ago, the chinese newspaper - Wan Pao, reported a Singaporean woman who tried to break the record of having sex with dunno how many guys in duno how many hours. Mayb you guys are interested you can do a search on the web. Anyway to me it's reali a sad thing that she is turn out like that. Her family once disowned her as they think that it is a disgrace but in recent papers. They have now accepted her for who she is and is proud of her..... I dunno what is there to be proud abut but well i rmb her mum saying that....

AHAHA... i sway from the topic... ok ok.. back to the topic

It's common to have girls moving the first move. As in they would move the first move to ask a guy out, ask for their numbers, propose ...etc etc...

Frankly, i have encountered some gals like this. hahaha.... i noe..... i dun think i'm a babe magnet but still there is la. At first i was quite taken aback by their bold move. Isn't guys always the one who makes the first move? Times have change and i have come to accept it. The feeling is pretty nice being court by someone that you like but to have someone you have no interest in courting you... It's reali diffcult to handle.

You reject her straight you hurt her.. i dun wanna hurt her.. so the only way i have is to slowly faint away. Sometimes it's reali hard to tell if a gal likes you but sometime it's reali easy....caz they confess..... Well i suggest that you dun be an ass to play "Hard to get" Do that and that mite be the end of everything... LOL.... But then again sometimes it works.... Luck la....

What's yours is yours.... What isn't will nv be yours. Right??

I muz reali applaud the gals who dare to confess their true feelings for her courage. They have totally no lack of that.. Frankly, it make you feel reali special.....LOL...

Sometimes you can tell by the way they talk to you... there is a differnce in the way they talk to you and their frenz... juz like guys... they tend to be super nice when it's the gal they like over the phone...Sometimes they juz keep asking you funny questions over and over again. "So do you like anyone now", "Your have got a gf?" , "Wld you like to have lunch tmr?" Yup these are the kinda of things i got... but i believe there is definately ppl with stories more enriching than mine....

So Ladies what are you waiting for.... Ask someone out for dinner.... or mayb start slow... Tell him you miss him..... it's definately gonna help.... look out for signs.... if the guys dun show any movement for 2 weeks - 1 month....... get a move on... caz it's highly possible he dun feel anything 4 you.

Anyway if you wanna prevent yourself from being cheated by a horny bastard. Easy... horny bastard are easy to sound out.... If they get touchy very fast in a relationship, as in you juz got together for 2 weeks and he's having his hand up your skirt... Slap him and go alway....That is if you dun like it.... or you can always warn him and see how it goes.... hahaha

*Pls note if problem persist pls exit the relationship ASAP unless you want your cherry *POPPED* or take advantage off*

Alrite already signing off

Yours,
Egoman2000

P.S Comments are most welcome.... Your requests is what i will write.. - Egoman Out -

2005-10-05T08:36:00.000+08:00

Gd Morning Singapore

Wow today i am so early, haha... i was actually early for my FYP and it's a Miracle. Damn i'm feeling gd. Well at the very least i still get to blog alittle first b4 my boring day starts. But for now i reali feel like taking a nice long crap... lol..

I guess i'll talk abut guys and their dirty little secrets. I got some gals requesting me to write on it. LOL. Who noes i mite get famous for writing it.

Male creatures like us are actuali in most cases very driven by hormones. So in any case if you gals are wondering why some guys are so perverted. Trust me it's the hormones. For my case i believe that it takes ones personality or character to be able to cover up this so called flaws. Discipline is the word for it but sometimes i do realise that it's reali hard to control and you need a outlet for it. Mayb that is when the word "Porn" sets in or mayb in more decent cases "Sports"

You can actuali feel a build up of hormones. Well it actuali makes you very tense in the abdominal area. Dun ask me why but i sure there is definitely a gd explanation for it scientifically. As i said, you have the energy and it depends on where you channel it to... Some go for porn while others go for sports. while some dun do anything abut it.

I wld suggest doing something abut it like sports. Use up the protein. As you noe sperm is made of mainly fructose and protein and it can be reabsorbed into the blood stream if unused but it depends from case to case. Sometime if the storage is full you will much probably have something called the "Wet Dream". Hahah... it's pretty fascinating stuff. It's somewhere what the graphics card in your head works at overclocking speed to produce images of high resolution and detail. But it's not all like this in some cases, some like sleep and weeeee.... next day they realise they have .....hahaha..."cum" in their sleep. Pretty neat stuff abut how the body works.

You can't reali blame the hormones for their dominating nature. Juz like what ppl say : "Guys think with their dickheads not with their heads" LOL.... I muz say it's not always like that in many cases... But i do noe of a few.

I'm much of a perverted speaker but not much or shld i say not a person who carry out as my "Brother" or hormones tells me to do. It's very much under control here.

A proper amount of exercise and diet can keep the urges at bay. But here being a young adult. I of course have a certain amount of curiosity within me. Most of the time i'll juz brush it aside.

I strongly believe that everyone have their needs to fulfill their sexual needs it's only how they control or ease it. Of course easing it is so much easier but controlling it can be made easy as well. Juz exercise. I dunno abut our female counter parts but i do ask some of my close female frenz whether they will get the same urges as guys. They told me of course but mayb not as strong as how the guys feel.

Its reali bad that hormones can actuali lead to an addiction. There is something called the "Sex Addiction" and there is a rehab perform for it. Dun ask me how they rehab their patients... haha have not been thru it. You have heard some ppl said they are addicted to adrenaline... in "Sex addicts" mayb it's more of addicted to testosterones.

Then again it not only a minor underlying problem for man but also for woman. I have read in paper that a woman have been taken into a "sex addiction" rehab program due to her constant need to have sex.

It's almost all the time you heard ppl talking abut guys raping a gal but in modern society now. Ladies raping guys is a growing trend. Mayb i shld not use the word trend, i shld say i growing pattern.

Why i only say it's happening only in this modern times that it is happening. It's is actuali becaz of ranks or rather positions at work. Some women use their position or authority to force the male employee into compromising situation where they have no choice but to submit to their Bosses demands. Haha.. As cheesy as it may seems. It's happening. It wld be heavenly if she is a Hot babe.... but imagine an old hag with graying hair... fat and Horny... I think i'll cry for days if that happens to me.... Guess i'm gonna lose my sex drive after that 4 a thousand years to come....

What are guys reali looking at

Well guys in general i guess... if you realise they are looking at you they are probably attracted to you... but if they are in a group... they mite actuali but laughing at you if you are Fat or dress reali weirdly.

In my case usually the face usually does the most of the attraction. But of course after which my eyes go lower and lower. I dun think i'm a boobs kinda of guys. I'm not a "BooB Man" but more of a "Butt Man". Dun ask me why. The rear are juz hot to me. I'm not saying that boobs are totally not impt. But at least have some la. LOL..... put on some weight do help in boob construction... As many of you noe. Boobs are actuali made up of fats. More Fats means Bigger boobs... Simple as that.... That's why. . Plump Gals Have BIG boobs... hehe...

I dun like Big Boobs.. I like Nice Boobs.... Well tone, firm and all.... LOL dun think i wanna go into details. If not ppl will think of me as a pervert which i'm not. It's juz my thts what. In researches, Guys actuali think abut sex every 5 secs... how much of sex is that... i dunnno .... but they sure have some powerful graphics department up there to generate so much "Sex in the Head".

Legs definitely plays a part in attracting the males... Slim legs NOT Thin legs...Nor FAT legs are extremely attractive..... dun have to be long.. juz so that they are well tone.... Actuali a gals teeth and lips means lot to me... dunno why. I like gals with nice teeth.. not crook ones.... Braces I like... but it's more like a fetish... Dunno why also.... Like very nice to kiss.. LOL.. Lips of Angelina Jolie kind... is too much....4 me it's simple juz something of proportion and not chapped or dry then i'm all set to smooch away .... LOL. In my case i find it hard to keep my lips moist but drinking enough water certainly helps.

Why are some Guys so crazy abut virginity

I have no idea but only mayb it is that they take it as a trophy. Pretty girlfrenz in many cases are also taken as trophies. My female fren told me she calls it the "trophy Kills" Juz like a hunter, he shoot, he kills a lion or something then shows it off. She says that i am one that goes on this sort of kills but i choose to defer.

I dun think i go for looks juz as long as i feel comfortable look and being around her i think it's more than enough... I'm quite conservative mayb... virginity do mean something to me. but i have to learn to accept the fact of this modern world that my next gf or future wife mite not be one... I dun want a lose woman... Who wld want? Someone truthful wld be more than enough..

I used to have this sticky gf... it annoys me sometimes but to think abut it. It was kinda sweet of course. If you dun mean alot to her... hell to you... you think she even bother calling you... LOL

Anyway i wrote enough for the day

Signing off

Yours,
Egoman

P.S This took me an hour to write... at least give me some decent comments..

CHeers~

2005-10-05T01:04:00.000+08:00

Weak Heart

Today i officially start my FYP.. i'm suppose to come up with a multimedia training materials for the world skill ppl... LOL thank God i got a gd partner for the project itself... Very crappy one also..

I started my day bad. Got to sch late due to a bad traffic jam on TPE. Got stuck so long that my uncle's poor car nearly overheated so we had to stop by the road shoulder for awhile b4 moving on.

Reach sch saw my lecturer whom i tht i'm suppose to report to... He is damn unreasonable... He thinks he's some bad shot... can't stand him... I report to him and even bother to explain caz i respect him... but he gave me a big run down... Fuck Him...

Lucky i went to my another supervisor so relieve it is him... caz at least he is a nicer person.... The fucker who scolded me is only the technical advisor... so screw him now.... till i need him then ask him for help. Abuser of Authority..... Motherfucker.

Anyway i manage to finish a week's work in one day with my partner... damn cool.. we slack the rest of the day... thou it got more boring thru time. I am so damn proud of the poster i did for my project... so damn what the fuck... i wanna hang it round my neck and show off...LOL

Went to the gym after my FYP ended at 6pm. Started at 7 went thru a crash course for the gym machines on how to use them.... They look so space age to me... It's been a long time since i went to the gym... and the first time for the school gym... i muz say it's not too shabby at all..

I did some stupid test to check whether my body is ok...
Body Fat 6%
Upper body strength - Above average... but still can improve
Sit up - Failed.. caz i kept laughing and i can't get a gd support for my legs
Sit and reach - 40cm... haha Can't Make It (CMI)..... hahah
3 min cardio - 141 beats/sec ...........this one i am very sad abut it... i tht i cycle alot so my cardio shld be ok... anyway <79 is the best...... 141 is way off.... gotta start training hard on my cardio... if not i will die early... lol
As for risk for heart problem - Lower risk..... so not so bad

After all that in 30mins ... my fren and i procced to work out... after abut 9, we left for home....

Quite tired today... so i'll sign off here

Anyway *To SK* Hey i'll write abut guys tmr or something... tired la..hahaha

Yours,
Egoman

2005-10-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

What are the girls thinking?

This question often run in my head. esp when i piss someone i like off.. LOl i believe guys out there feel the same way too.

As we all noe some common stuff like :
Guy : "Are you ok?"
Girl : "Yes. I'm fine."
Suggestion : Shut the fuck up and apologise. Find ways to coax her or something. LOL.. or mayb can let her cool it for awhile.. Last time my gal like me to leave her alone for awhile... But i believe there are some that like you to keep apologising......If all else fails.... Dude, i got 3 words for you. "You are Screwed"... HAHAHHA

Sometimes only one word can land you in great trouble. For example
Gal : "Do i look fat?"
Guy : "...."

Suggestion i dun have any.... LOL... dunno what to say also if you say
"yes" - she will either say that you are picking on her or that you dun like her anymore.... Or mayb she will go into a emotion turnmoil.... Then haha... gd luck brother.

"No" - She will either say that you are lying caz she has put on weight or gain a couple of inches somewhere. Or mayb she will say that you are not looking or paying enuff attention to her.... Caz they like to choose times that when you are watching a scoccer or doing your fav stuff to ask "THE MAGIC Question".... Why magic caz it can either make or break your day... HAHAH

I think Suggestions is the best as in the truth followed by solutions or complement or best both.
mayb you can try something like this if she is FATTER
"Hmm.. baby i think you look great. You always look great to me" - Complement
"You look like you have gain some but it ok" - Truth + Reassurance
"Mayb we can go on a jog or ride a bike together" - Solution

juz when you think that she is slimmer now and that makes things easier for you to get away... You are so wrong dude... hahah. it's worst
If you say things like : "I think you look slimmer now."
Then you are in trouble.... she will say " So i am fatter last time?" or "You are lying" hahaha... then i also dunno how to answer...then mayb she will carry on say things like "You are not paying attention to me anymore.... blah blah blah......then gets jealous over your PS2 or What so ever caz you are spending more time with it......

I wld like to think that there is 2 possibilities to her asking this question
1. She's reali asking for you comment. Do always try to reassure her la... I believe in a relationship, it needs reassuring along the way.
2. She is hinting to you something. . . Her new outfit. . . your time spend with her . . . or she is having PMS and finding Fault.... hahahaha

- - Egoman will not hold responsibility in any ways - -
- - These suggestions are purely for entertainment purposes - -

LOL.......Look i dunno what the girls are reali thinking behind their head.... that's why i am no where.... TO ME Honesty is the best policy.... of course you have to be gd with your words as well la... Dun be so dumb to say things like "You're FAT"...... hahah if you do.... then i will tell you
"Gd Luck..... You're Screwed"

I wish noe what they are thinking but then again mayb not.... Caz if not i'll definately hear lotsa nosie....i think they think more than the stars in the skies in one day.

If i noe then i wun be single... muahahahhahahah
Anyway who cares abut being one.... i'm Loving it

Alrite... Signing off

Yours,
Egoman

2005-10-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

Race

Wow today damn tired... The day be4 also... i went to town reach home at 5am then dun wanna blog already.. Tmr got sch but i try to blog alittle for today.

Today i went to join the SMRT Challege. Join with 2 guys who were from a team last time. Quite experience with all this already. Then cb la... I think we are too smart or experience for our own gd. There was one particular station, it was at Yew Tee.. The booth is in within the station but we act smart ran out of the station to look for it lo... Took 1 hour running a radius of 400 meters around the station...... Only an hour later then we only realise it's in the Station itself...... Waste time... if not we would have won. I calculated using 2 *pie* r* - we ran abut 2.4km.... LOL

While race we actually met this bunch of girls from NP year 2.. Damn la.. shld have taken their numbers when we have the chance... At the finishing line saw them.. Took mayb after i buy some food can find them but then when we go back, they went off already.... WTF.... Quite pretty leh... All my effort and charm i put in wasted...... I think i'm quite a charmer nowadays.. LOL... last time no gal see... now can see that there is actuali some staring... LOL... wondering if it's a gd thing...

God i Feel Sexy~!......

Egoman you SEXY
You Look Like WOOT.......

i think all i need is juz alittle better complexion... hairdo...some nice clothes.... A little money then HAHAHAHA...... With a little more lean meat and mucsles.... chest more.... Butt mroe more more.... I heard that some gals like butts.... Cycling is helping... Wanna smack my butt and feel it?????? HAHAH *Only applicable to gals above 18*

Anway after my race i met my frenz for alittle LAN gaming in Cine .... there is this gal working there... She is so WOW, chio or what so ever.. fuck la... flip thru the dictionary also got no words to describe her...... Prefect..........

TAN.... SWEET. PRETTY..... SEXY... WOW ALL IN ONE PACKAGE NOT TO MENTION HOT~!

Man gotta get her number then see can ask her out.... LOL

I frantically looking for dates.... damn long nv date already... NOW is the time.... Later old already...Then i wun be able to date Sweet, innocent young things anymore.... AHAHHAHHA

Unless i am a rich old horny ah-pek.... HAHAHAHHA

OK la tmr got sch... very tired

Egoman signing off

Yours,
Egoman

Peace out

2005-09-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

I feel vuglar today

Today was pretty fine... I went to sch all dressed so handsomely... tht later on my way to sch i'll probably be able to get my frenz lazy ass out of his hse...then go orchard walk walk see see.

Bloody ass, so lazy then dun wanna to come out.. keep asking me go out do what... We go out still can do what?...you think dating ar....... What the hell...... everytime he ask me out also play pool or billard.... mayb watch movie and eat.... Singapore so small what else you can do......i ask him out then so many questions..lazy then say lazy ma.....i very understanding one ok ? I juz need to hear it from you....lol...

Frenz also no place to go already dun even need to talk abut dating........ You date more than 2 months and going out weekly i think also sian... If i got date you think i will still ask if you wanna go on my date with me meh? _!_ _!_

See la waste my effort dress handsomely today.... wear nice nice go sch meeting then go home..... damn what the fuck.... But at least come home after dinner i went for Movie with my family....

Watch "The Myth" Wow the movie was crappy la... Jackie Chan tried to act as some Qin danasty general as serious but still very corny... But seriously the KOREAN ACTRESS when she took her TOP OFF.... LOL.... NOSE BLED MAN..... she is damn pretty..... JACKIE CHAN LUCKY AR... GET to see her Boobies........ hahaha... but my sis told me she is probably wearing a tube underneath or probably using nipple tape....... Wow liao... i also noe.... why she tell me.... spoil my imagination leh........Haiya.... But if i Jackie i wanna see a million boobies also can what........ AHHAHAHAH.... cannot compare.....

ren bi ren qi si ren -(One muz be contented with what he or she have) / (Human compare human, kills the human with anger) but i think envy is a better word.......
haiya my pinyi sucks......... i noe...... but hell with it... i tried...........hahaha

Came home after a movie took a quick shower then came online to chat..........

This is the boring part of my day.......
My pic showed me some camp pics..... Guess what she has the pic taken during the camp of US.
As in her, not the her who show me the pics but her* ....... you get the picture la if not dun....

See see then HAI ~! think abut it damn wasteful let...... why cant save already ar?
hahaha...... haiya...... MUZ GET OVER IT fast fast .................. hahahah but i over it already leh..... only thing is that i think it's very wasteful la......ANYWAY and so this summaries to my VUGLAR day CAZ IT"S MOTHERFUCKING WASTEFUL..... I HAVE MY NEEDS AND I NEED TO CURSE

*Please Note this is not for under 18*

NA BEI~! CCB>> KNNN..... FUCKING ASSHOLE>> YOU Piece of SHIT.... LOL........ LAN CHEOW CB EXERCISE~~!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA..... I NEED MORE

NI NA BEI CB~! MOOOOTHER FUCKERRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~ WOW LIAO EH.... WHY LIKE THAT~~~~ NO GIME ME CHANCESSSSSS>>>> HUAT AR.... NI NA BU HUAT!.......

*This message is bought to you by Egoman2000 with courtesy of nothing but ME*

- - - Please note that above cursing section is not directed at anyone/anything - - - -
- - - It is meant to let of some stream - - - -

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH......... Somebody come kill me! ....... Lol... juz kidding.... i can't die a virgin....... as the very least kill me after i have pop my cherry ....... Whahaha ahah... but i got no cherry for ppl to pop........... ONLY I CAN POP SOME CHERRIES..... WOWOOWOWOWO

Kiddin ahhhh kidding .......hehe

Now i feel better..... Thank you very much for staying tune to The Ego Trip...LOL

Egoman signing Off

Egoman - Peace Out

P.S - World peace.....hahah... yar right

2005-09-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i noe this is gay but i am very bored. Holiday sucks... Sch sucks more....

Ivan
January/19/1985
Male

You are Brown Tiger, who will not bargain about your love affair, or suck up to your boss.
So your words carry a lot of weight.
And your attitude is at ease any where you are, and this creates feeling of security to others.
You are not a shy person, and can clearly state your own opinion to anyone.
This powerful conversational skill tends to be attractive to others.
You also listen to the other person carefully, and can adapt flexibly to situations, by correctly grasping their points.
You dislike getting in unnecessary conflict.
But you possess a strength to not withdraw when the need arise.
If you get too confident over your ability, people may think you pretentious.
You may look as though you are contemptuous to others.
You are quick thinker; you can make quick decisions, and is a person of action.
When the time comes for the need to stand up and act, you will.
You have a face of a theorist.
The way you can talk logically persuades other people.
Although you are not a smooth operator, you can not act negligently; you are a very responsible person.
Although you are a late starter, with experience, you will be able to acquire further insight and self-criticism.

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here's the webbie... take it yourself.. cute la... I think gals will like it

2005-09-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Indian Man CHEAT ME LEH

Wow eh Blogspot Cock up leh

I think they maintaning so the HTML... very funny... layoutt for my new entry page weird.

Hey pasisei yesterday nv blog.. Damn sian so i jio my buddy go cycling.. At home nothing to do, was waiting for his reply caz he say get back to me..... While waiting did lotsa push up... Hope it will work like Push-Up Bra... LOL... my breasts are small... i WANT BIG BIG breast... the size of Watermelon! gagaggaga

Meet up with him at 12 with his bro then we proceeed to cycle to east coast then back to tampines.. Cycle very fast la.. 1 and 1/2 hour reach back tampines, then went for a drink..... Nothing much happen along the way la.. Only when i was cycling pass Tahan merah then remindered me of her... I was thinking if i was to drop by then... mayb thing would have been diff.... HAHAHHA...Na bei~! Nvm gogin on...

I remember last time i go cycle then stopped to eat Prata at Kembagan area.... I remember the Indian man FACE ar... Stupid CB~! You noe what..

i said : " Uncle, prata 1 Kosong".
Indian man said : " 1 Kosong finish, 2 Kosong have, Want?"

i was obviously Stunned... if got 2 kosong.... mean i can have 1 right... What the fuck he is thinking.. Think i cycle then become stupid ar..... but nvm.. i very nice.... i Ching chai... so i LPPL (Lan pa pa LAN) Ordered 2 prata.

I tht since he like that... mayb will give me nice crispy hot prata-s but NA BEI!.... HE give me the
cold cold prata-s... curry also sian... nothing special...eat already still gotta worry will LAO SAI anot.... haiya... juz eat fill my stomach then continue with my journey... 2 prata-s too much la..... kept burping while i cycle.

Another ocassion, this is my buddy's experience at another indian store........

Indian Man said: "Yes, Want to orderrrrrr?"( With the indian accent and the special RRRRRRR)
My buddy said: " What you have?"
Indian Man said: "Everything...... Mee Goreng, Prata, Mamtebum, Mee hoon goreng..."
My buddy said: "Oh... ok, Uncle Mee Goreng, 1"
Indian Man said: "Ah...Mee Goreng.... finish."

Whahah.. what the Fuck..... Say have everything then later order say finish....
haiya but standard la.... always end up with prata.

But to say this is not racist comment hor.... Singapore cannot be racist...Later Gahmen come invite me go drink Kopi..... or Teh tarik With MR President.....Then i confirm die.... All the races are Brothers.... Juz like M & M chocolate..... Many colour but together in one pack... LOL
No Link leh..............Anyway to wrap it up my comments are very personal la.. Not all indians like that..... I got Indian frenz ok.... Later they not happy come and hood me.... then i gotta hide behind trees.... HAHAHHA... like bollywood... Got see them fight anot... Wow Sie ... very fierce one.... one kick you go thru wall.

I believe you guys out there mite have Similar experiences with Indian food store owner....... HAHAHHA...... Share abit leh... so can laugh laugh....

Yours Signing off
egoman

2005-09-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

Rich Lifestyle

Today's hassle and bustle of things is pretty enriching. I found myself writing this as my second entry for the day. I wrote one earlier on but there was something that happened to it and all was gone.. another it was pretty boring as i din reali have the inspiration to write anything.

My day started out pretty fine. Slow thou. Wanted to go to my aunt's place for a workout and probably go for a steam bath, juz to clear up all the clog pores in my face. Changed my mind in the end, went to join in the fun for a gathering for my club but was too lazy and also i was having a running nose so i decided to stay home.

She's back today. Pretty glad that she isn't ignoring me or anything like that. That is enough to keep me going thru my day without much tht. As i have said earlier b4 i reali dun dare to wish for anything more. But i seriously wun mind a miracle to happen. LOL...

I tht to myself if i were to live my life like this, as in like today. When i die, i'll definately be smiling. I dunno how to explain today but it makes me feel so wholesome. I have my frenz, my family, i'm able, there is nothing more that one could ask for.. haha.. mayb a gf.... not being desperate here.. but you see. I believe to add to this beautiful life of mine. I wish that there can be someone to be there to share this beautiful journey with me. Compilmenting it..... How? simple juz stand by me like i how i'l stand by her to compliment her life.

Life without sadness, you can't taste happiness. The same thing applys. Without a bottom, you dun noe where is the top. The next gal i have in my life, i swear i'm gonna make it last for gd and marry her at the end. Thou it reali seems like it's very far fetch but i think going a mile more 4 someone being there for you for LIFE.....It's worth everything i have. Caz you see it's reali tiring to go after one then on to another. Well mayb i'm not much of a skirt chaser. I wanna things to be smooth and steady. But of course nothing is prefect. but no doubt abut it i'm always on the search for an answer when i have a question.. I believe strongly that every problem have a solution to it.

In a relation, how i see it is that, every single relation is made to last but it is how keen are you to make it happen. You see you build a relationship like a ship. The longer it last the bigger your ship. To prevent it from sinking you need many crews, problems occur when you dun communicate enough. Talking cures all problem. Speak your mind, express your feelings to one another. Through this your relationship will showly last. Last but not least always show that tender loving, care. Once such a communicate flow is established, it is to eternality you will sail but by then you will be old. That's when what many wld say, A lifetime is too little to love.

If only life was so simple, i wldn't be struggling to hold on. Without struggle, you nv grow. Without falls, you nv learn. What seem so simple but yet so complex.

I think this is my only entry by far that i reali tht abut. As in all my thts and no nonsense kinda things. Well i noe she mite be reading this but it's alrite. I wish to tell her that frenz is gd but if there cld be a chance to get to noe each other alittle more.. i surely wld not mind...

I juz hope for something simple. Juz get to noe each other thru dates, thou time is one constraint. I noe your worries are eminent and i reckon it's only normal for what you have gone thru. As young as we may seem but believe me time flys and it reali does.. Mayb this entry is showing signs of a me that's growing older. I'm afraid of what lies ahead in my life but i'm determine to make it better.

To better my life tmr, i have tht so much abut it as i was riding in my uncle's car. I wanna have a life with no worries. A life that is so carefree but yet simple and luxurious. Money woes is so real here. I dun want that. I wanna to share my dream with my partner. Livin in a cottage on the greenest pasture by the ocean. Or mayb Backpack thru the world and experinces life to the fullest..... All this seems so dreamy... but at the tht of kids, the tht may seem somewhat distance. but then again for now, i only have that in my mind, having a children is a whole new picture and too far a proposal to plan 4.

I wanna see more of life. There is some much to offer out there. show much to see, show much to learn, so much to eat. I love to eat despite my build and size. It's so much of an enjoyment or mayb it's juz the environment that i have grown up in.

Every Singaporean enjoys food. The the next best thing for a date other than movies. Singapore is a reali small place for creativative 4 dates. In fact there is no room for it, no mountains to enjoy a deccent sunset. No snow to throw snowballs abut.

All this seems like a picture to me, a picture that i wanna paint.

A lifetime is too short to love. To long to hate. and not enough to live.
I wanna love, not only a gal but my frenz, family and all that come in contact with me.
We can't be complacent of what we have. Simple food and shetler is all i ask for.

Juz like a song, "my love is brilliance, my love is pure".

Live a life with love, you live like a flower spreading your beauty
Live a life of hate, you live like a posion thorn that drives yourself to grave.

But if only everything is so simple..

So to her... if there is still hope... the solution is out there and i'll go the mile 4 it, juz give it alittle time and alittle chance to grow. But if you find thing wld be better this way, i wldn't push it either.

Meeting everyone is fate. Of so many ppl in this world why do i end up meet you peeps. I want you guys to noe that i truly appreaciate meet you ppl and wld thank you for all the experiences in my life for the past 20 years. I'll keep you guys close to my heart. but to *her* i'll keep you closer. I've already met you, now it up to either side to create a destiny. ;)

Today's entry is all my thts of life and love..ahaha.. alittle long but well... my thts are long what

Think abut it, live to love, a lifetime is reali too short

signing Off

Yours,
egoman

2005-09-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

Fucking hell.... Wooot

Hey peeps, yet another time to blog. Once again wld like to thank you guys for staying tune to the ego trip without ego, with the egoman...hahahaha

Today is a sure a more beautiful day as compared to the rest i had in these reccent week. Boy i am happy today. Today my club... The S.I.T club held their AGM.... finally we have step down from the board of committee. I do admit it's a mix feeling... Juz like sweet and sour pork... LOL... Sweet caz dun need to go back sch unecessarily anymore! Sour caz the sense of belonging is gone! wow hahah... BUT more time to date be4 going to ARMY.... Frenz Frenz also very impt.... To someone who regard me as her close fren.. i'm truly sorry for making you sad when i stopped msging you... i promises next time i msg till your hp exploxXXXXe... Woahhahahaha.... i am so crazy today.

We were all GIven a gift.... haha but dunno why the MC say prize.... Also not lottery... hahahah
I got a TEDDY BEAR LA... very girly but very sweet la... Too bad no gf if not re-wrap the thing then give her... say i buy for her one..... Wahhahahhah...... Anyway i'm very curious who bought it for me la... SssssssssssWEEEEEEttttttttttttttt.

My buddy Amos got a tie... Dunno if it's from a gal.... hahah... if so.... AMOS SHE WANTS YOU.
As my my other buddy Azran.... GOT chocolate which he generously shared with everyone or rather was robbed of his Chocolates.... HAHAHHAH.... He Kept Whining : " Hey 1 year of hardwork but i got only a box of chocolate" ahahhah... then he proceed to console himself that at least it's branded... WTF.... hahahhah

OK... toDay's topic!! Plastic Surgery... HAHAH.... I'm a barbie gal in a barbie world!!
Why do you go for plastic surgery? I believe it's becaz of their unhappiness abut the way they look... i dun think i have anything against it as it think it's a very realistic world now. Wanna get a job? Beautiful ppl get paid better... Y? caz they are beautiful.... ON channel ABC, there was this documentary that reveal the ugly but facture truth .... THEY LOOK MATTERS...

I wonder why women these days wld like to go for bigger boobs after all i'm talking abut this caz it's the one of the parts that ppl like to operate or improve on... Why is it so impt to have bigger boobs....Frankly i think it's a juz another mammalian part for human to feed their youngs... but hehe can't deny that it dun attract me.... I dun fancy BIG ones .... normal and nice looking ones are fine already .... hahahahhah

They say that plastic surgery help improve one's confident... frankly i dunno if it does... i watched on a program that it actuali decreases one's confident level by up to 23%... I'm thinking... mayb after the surgery mayb they wld have this thinking that they are more beautiful or better looking but they are fake... as in they are only comestically beautiful as compared to those who are have not undergo such operations. So mayb that is why they feel unconfident of themselves..... But i think this reali apply to the minorities of the population that has undergo such operations ..... i am not only talking abut a Boob enlargement Op.... but as in general kinda of op.... whether is it liposuction or nose job...

I dun think i like my nose..... but i dun think i wld go for a plastic surgery unless it's break and goes out of shape. Dun wanna be plastic........ IF not later i can sing "Come on barbie lets go party, ah ah ah yea...... Come on barbie lets go party, woo ohhh wooo, woo hoo wooo".....hahaha

COME ON BARBIE LETS GO PARTY ...... ahhahahahhah....can't get the song out of my head.... SHOW ME SOME LOVING BABY! BUT the Problem is..... I DUN HAVE A BABY... HAHAHHA HAHAH

Okie Dokie
Signing OFF

Yours,
egoman

2005-09-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

SORE

Can't help but feel alittle sore today, after all i noe that she will be back from her camp today. Hai~
Anyway i noe no hope already, so get over faster the better. Unless got miracle... Then i dun mind...haha.... but "i'm thinking fat hope la" not only what she went thru remindes her of her ex. It remindes me of my ex also..... LOL... so fucking coincidentally huh...
You guys noe the song "Heaven knows" by Rick Price... damn.... i think it's 4 me... haha
Guess it's reali gonna take me some time. Still dun feel comfortable talking abut it.

Nvm... getting on. Yesterday din blog, wanted to but i dun think there was enough time to blog la. Meeting my frenz at 11.30 to cycle alittle, when i wanna blog it's already 11pm.

Anyway usual la we cycled to east coast, then to the bridge dunnno what they call it. It's at the stadium at kallang where Mediacrop like to do their flim there. Romantic place for couple but i'm always with the wrong company leh.. When then can take the rest person there to lovey dovey abit..... ahhahah...... We cycled relaxingly so only reach home at abut 6... Nothing much except at east coast we can't find roti prata so we settled for macdonalds..... SIAN... Sat ourselves at the beach and chatted away... BUT ahhah We were more concern abut the DENGUE mosquitoes then anything else.... stil it din stop us chatted for abut an hour be4 going to kallang........

Have you guys every wonder if being GAY is a state of mind or rather physical? I standing on the psychological side of things.

I dun think i will deny the tht of been gay did pass my mind.. but that was reali long ago. As a teen. Now i'm definately straight if not, why wld i get all emotionally abut a gal right..Neither do i think i am being a bi-sexual. I am definately hetersexual being.... LOL..
I thinking it cld been the guy who turns gay muz have been thru a tough patch in a relationship and thus decided to give up on gals and go for guys instead. Wow ppl, it's a reali sad thing to see that happen. I've been thru shit too but i guess it's not as bad as what they mite have gone thru.
As for some i dun think it is caz by past failed relationship. I'm thinking it's probably it's the environment or rather the ppl he have grown up with. It's reali confusing dun you think.
Actuali i think that transvestites or BA BO or Ah qua.. what so ever we call or name them ... they are actuali the same as gays... Except that some that has under went the knifes for sex change.. took it to another level so... mayb there is a few classes of Gays.

CLASS
1. Guy... usually gd look and manly ... have interests in other guys. Or Guys in CLASS 2,3,4.
2. Guy... dresses like a guy but act like gals.... with the broken wrist and stuff....also liking guys.
3. Guy but dresses up like a gal and likes guys.
4. Guy but undergo sex change to be a female..... THAILAND ALOT....hehe

Ppl perecive things differently, they handle and react differently under stress.
I met this guy from England while i was doing my voluntary work in Laos with my sch under the YEP. He had a failed relationship. His gf of many years left him when he is abut to wed her. He got reali upset he. Sold all his properties and belongings. Shaved his head, gave up a high paying job as a IT trainer, bought a camera pack a couple of stuff, took his passport and left. If i am not wrong now he shld be in Singapore already. Wonder how he is doing. I told him "I doubt i'll ever dare to do that, That's reali crazy". But well i guess he muz have been reali depressed abut it. Hope he is doing fine now.

So how do you handle yours.. How do you get over your past? I'm movies you see ppl breaking up and the next moment the guy is up and standing... NO tears not much sadness... WTF... that's fast... i wanna be like that too....That's what i call weather proof.

Alrite... Signing off

Yours,
egoman

2005-09-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

Looks does matter

Finally my final paper is over! hahah.. damn the networking. section A multiple choice.. i juz wack anyhow.. Sect B took me an hour but can do... Sect C gone la.. Anyhow write hahah... dun think i'm gonna do that well. But overall i think with my class work and all think i can pass. LOL

Wow. Long day it has been. Straight after my paper i went out with my classmate for some Lan Gaming. I am not so much into it. Had fun tht. After that was down to playing pool.. Then we seperated while i headed to town with one of my classmate as the rest are too tired to go..
Both of us ended up watching movie "The Longest Yard" and eating a whole lot then pool again.. ahahah.

We talked, he kept whining that it's so gay for the both of us to go out like this and watch movie together. LOL. Actuali it was reali nice la. I guess he think the same way too. As we stroll from Orchard to little Indian. We talked abut our past expriences but mainly only me talking.

Did all this juz hoping to get my mind of thinking abut her. Still it did happen but i guess missing someone is juz a habit and a person can kick a habit if he/she is determine enuff. Flashes of her in my head decreases with each passing day but it still nv fails to bring me down with it.

Anyway to the topic. We were juz strolling down town wondering when we can't get any gf.
He asked me, hey what you look for in a gal? tht for awhile and told him someone who likes me for who i am and as long as i'm comfortable with her...... as in overall then i'm all set..

No doubt there were gals in my life who confess her feelings to me but i realise it's reali not that easy to get into something... as in a relation. I admire their confidence and courage thou. I doubt that most gals wld do it la. But the funny thing is...... i dun think i am absolutely gorgeous.

Can someone pls enlighten me.... what do gals actuali look for in a guy? If you tell me character, well that is one of it. But if you tell me looks doesn't matter..... Think again. Dun lie.. I mean come on man... Which gal dun wanna a nice looking bf?

Man i am juz so drained today. Probably from the lack of slp from studying late yesterday...
Today's topic so short... also dunno what to talk abut. Gotta work... Money works wonders......
Look juz what money can buy...... Pardon me for saying this...... In Singapore if a gal tells you she like only you and dun care if you dun have money...... THEY ARE FUCKING LYING! hahahhah
Has it occur to you that your GF complain and say "You are the poorest guy i've seen"........ Beat that.... my EX said it to me.... I wonder why i still can juz smile at her and say... well i'm juz broke for now....... if only i have said "OF COURSE I'M POOR SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON YOU"

Haiya What the fuck...... My mum asked that day "Eh...boy ar.... Why you no gf?" I told her "No money to date and court gal, how to have gf" Best is no money dun date la..... Waste time and effort.... Unless you are like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt.... Then haha...... you can cheat gals money...... hahaha...... but then where got gals so stupid let you cheat... LOL

If i am Tom Curise look alike...... Confirm find RICH RICH RICH TAI TAI....... hahahhahahhahh

K signing oFF

Yours,
egoman2000

2005-09-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

ORAL - B

I'm back. din blog yesterday. Trying to keep my bloggin up as long as possible. Yesterday was still damn sad abut my situation la. But got my thts thru la. Probably frenz better now la. We entered a mode of gettin together to fast. Now least frenz getting to noe each other more first then if can then get together again also not tooo late la.

Anyway Today's topic. I think i like my blog provocative. Was watching some chinese game show but channel 8 they were talking abut have long tongue. They were saying that ppl with partner who have long tongue is very lucky. Whether is it guy or gal. So here comes the term oraling. Haha

We all understand that under Singapore strict laws we are unable to preform what you call oral stimulation. It is considered an offence, i rmb there was once this case where a police was actuali being offer an oral by a criminal he caught. I think she was doing drugs or something. So to get of the hook she actuali offer to do that for the policeman. He crumbled to the offer. But soon after he was caught, jailed and fined as well.

It's like a taboo to talk abut it in Singapore but i have read and heard in many cases from frenz or net ppl confessing that they all had tried it. Well we are all talking abut preventing pre marital sex. But you see to prevent it, there has to be a solution to it. I mean come on lets face it, I am young, probably you guys reading i guess are abut my age too. We have needs. I am not saying that i have tried it but mayb to many ppl it is actuali to get away from getting a child by accidents.

To me, i think that these are the intimate things that shld be done behind doors, well at least most of the time. Unless you are telling me that you are actuali a very exciting person. LOL. IF that's the case.. let me noe... hahah.. kidding kidding. If you do it outside do it at your own risk later. Probably at some dark dark carpark in east coast or some corner somewhere la... where no one call see or find you. Police catch you. Take you to court. Fine you, if they still not happy still jail you. IF reporter find you, hahahah YOU STEAM ALREADY. They dun call you... let you do your thing and flim secretly. Tmr newpaper BIG BIG see your face kana censored and your gf somewhere down there... you noe la... THEN YOU high already!
hahah... HEADLINES confirm esp in WAN BAO... like to show all this. Not murder then all SEX SEX related news. HAHAH... "Couple Caught under the stars" HAHAHAHHAH. ANyway if ppl in the public catch you... GOT video CAM ... YOU MORE HIGH.. Can become overnite Porn star with your GF... THis time they dun censor anything then post on WEB. You Confirm HUAT AR!!!! ahhahahaha.

I'm no prevert or anything neither am i in a position to challenge The Gahman. Later i'll get my ass sued like some scholar who make racist remaark.. BUT hahah i think they deserve it seriously. Why wanna make remarks? Not all of them are like that what. Mayb those are juz the minorities. In society we call them them the black sheep. Dun tell me they dun have frenz of other races. Haiya i think they too smart wanna show that they are superior than the rest. WTF!! la... Pls lo.. you smart but no morale also useless. i rmb last time in primary sch we get to study some chinese textbook call HAO GONG MIN or something. I think i am one.

Hey dun play play lo i got courtesy award be4 ok... haha SINGA Award or something. Haha when voting i jokingly ask my fren vote for me.. din noe they all so steady all vote for me. I think teacher also support abit.

Wow wanna blog somemore but think tmr then continue... TMR got the KNS Networking paper to take. After that i'm free like a bird..... HAIYA ... think abut it again sad la

We promises each other to start dating after my exams are over... I deserve it la... so impaitent. HAAHH...NOW NO MORE DATE TO DATE Already... this one reali muz say!!!! NA BEI!

Ok wish me the best of luck ppl.... pardon me if i have a poor command of english or loousy sentence structure.. CIAO ......mean time HUAT AR!

2005-09-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

Nv tht it wld hav been so easy to create a blog. Only 3 steps to it. It's pretty impressive what we can do now with technology.

I was thinking abt how i shld tone my blog as in shld i be a guy who goes "KNNCCB!!" or mayb juz "Fuck man" well i tht it thru. i'll settle for my normal self. Least it more real.

Ok to start. 20 and doing a dipolma in Engineering Informatics in NYP. Barely making it there. It's juz like scraping my ass on the tarmac road while riding on your frenz bike.

Lectuers always talk abut the "Bell Curve" for your infor it's juz how they grade us. . They set a cut of point. Above it you pass. Below you fail la. Simply as that. Dunno if it's to our benifit or what.

Anyway so much for sch. Reccent so much on my mind dunno what the fuck is wrong but finally projects are all over. Left with exam and this unselttle problem.

Always wanted to blog but din get enough motivation to do so. My buddy show me his blog. Even he is bloggin, making me feel the flow la.

haha.. this was what my fren told me when i said i am writing my first blog :: "ahhaha if got racial comments like those jokers... i'm gonna burn down ur house... i know where u stay".

OKOK. Back to Geylang.. I mature slow la.. oh else it means that i'm very sheltered. Only reccently then get to go GEylang lucy(look see) abit. Scrolling down from Lor 26 to Lor 9 to eat. Wow damn bloody far. but then along the way actuali quite intimitating. Got hookers beo you. Damn scare they drag me in then rape me. LOL.. My buddies was saying :: "They do it for money la.... who wanna rape you." But who noes. Mayb i'm sexy and they can't handle it. Futher more i'm young. Young Stallion!!! Power by Testosterone. Haha then again thanks but no thanks No ANG BAO somemore. LOL.

Anyway we have to much to eat after Beef kway Teoh at Lor 9 actuli wanted to go for Tou Hua bit can't stomach anymore so decided to head back to the car. Saw many things along the way back. We went into the LOr to look at some hookers. First Stop the malay one, so bloody obvious man. i walk in, saw bunch of malay punks and minas then sian already, turning and go. Dunno la my uncle told me to becareful there later out of the blue kana also dunno y. Next stop, Wow correct one. Phlippinos! haha or indos dunno la. juz see only la.. but i was actuali walking quite fast to enjoy. Nothing much till we HIT the Heart of the Dragon. Lane of the China hookers. I see aunties la still actively hooking. It's pretty sad to say. I dun pity them but sympathize them. Still can work what. Get a deccent job it's all down to learn. LIKE Amos my fren always says ::"When there is a will, there is a way". Ok ok back to the china gals. Seen some in their 20s young and pretty more than ample cleverage. You can see all the Horny ah-pek juz stand and look only. Of course they ask also la but i wonder why they always have one hand in their pocket!!! hahahaha..... go figure. Kinda disgusted by them.
But well SEX-Trade is a blooming or rather booming business to be in. There will always be Ah-pek armed with the Tiny Blue Wonder Pill and there will always be Gals wanting to get rich fast or something. Whatever is their reasons. Marketing Basics - When there is a demand, there will be a supply. Futher more SEX-TRADE started so far in our past. Some China dynasty already started. Dunno abut the Ang Mo counter parts. But YES... SEX has been around since Adam AND Eve.

After all that almost reach the the car. Suddenly miss her quite abit la. So called her. Surpisingly she is quite nice to me that day no cold shoulder. Anyway today was the point when i told her we shld juz be frenz. It's reali kinda sad la to say. Dun wanna be an emo guy here. But oh well everyone have their Emo times right? She like me, i like her. But somehow can't work it out. Disappointed that i have to come to that decision la. i mean like at first she was all so nice. Miss you alots..all the hugs and kisses... then till 3 weeks ago when i started to react to her feelings. i realise she is no longer saying those things. I ask her why she says that she is busy. I do believe her la. Caz she did tell me be4 so kinda perpared for it. But to the extend of no calls nor sms. COME ON ppl it significant la. The diff is so obvious. It was 3 weeks worth of SHIT.. All the projs and this. I mean like i'm not too demanding right... Gd nite msg also dun have. Sms sometimes also no reply. Damn heartache ar think abt it. Last time can talk for hours no Problem, i think wanna talk for days also can. Now 3 mins conversation also can't...
Kept asking her why she like that till she irritated and pissed with me.... Feels like shit la. I dunno how many times i ask but i noe quite abit but everytime juz say. I'm busy....

BUT FINALLY TODAY she told me sometime diff. After i told her what i think we shld be. She said mayb she is scared... Well Least she reply to my final msg i decided to write. I dunno why she is scare but mayb i pushing it too fast issit? Can't be what... She reali makes me feel dumb at times la. Very sucky. Say i dun understand gals.. actuali i'm trying to if not wun be asking her so many questions liao ma. Hai . reali Hai... I like her she like me but can't work out... I hope she no longer will be scare la... Mayb she can talk to me abut her feelings and concern and dun bottle up to herself. Communication is the way to a successful relationship... She has got camp this few days. I'll wait for her msg when it ends. Hopefully by then she wun be afraid already. I dun think i wld dare to msg her for the fear of scaring and irrititing her since it's like that.... Haiya hope she goes back to her sweet old self. Very loving and sweet la. I hope she will msg me when she feels ready again. But i doubt so la, I guess she thinks differently of me now. Her cold shoulder so cold it chill's one's bone and ache one's heart.
Mayb she mean alot to me la. Anyway i hope she gets well soon la.

First blog talk so much scared bore ppl out...
HEY PEEPS... Comments on how to save this relation. Or New PLace for GD FOOD.